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Schizophrenia and psychosis as states of chronic fear and terror

 

What is defined as schizophrenia and psychosis is typically a state of chronic fear and terror. Individuals have been shattered by trauma. Within them, mental images of past events continue to haunt them. The inner voice (or conscience) which we all possess becomes amplified to a level where visual and auditory hallucinations become present. Grandiose thoughts arise as an attempt to either stave off depression or to escape from the painful reality of a distressing situation and disordered world. Anti-psychotics have been used to diminish the hallucinations and other distressing behaviors, but they have never addressed the reactions of the person and the underlying trauma and factors that have led them to seek a departure from defined reality. Therefore, in collaborating with these individuals, we must meet them in their sense of reality. We must join in respectfully and in a dignified manner, slowly and gently addressing the various disturbances in thought process. We must uncover the hidden traumas and seek to “be with” the person as they develop new coping mechanisms. It is entirely possible for individuals even in the states of severe mental anguish and distress to recover. And it is indeed possible for this to be accomplished without the addition of toxic drugs. The key is relationship. That is what these individuals are lacking and need. They need to know that there may exist, if even but one, stable and loving relationships in a world so often filled with pain.

Fear leads to great emotional turmoil. Other so-called mental disorders also often arise from a sense of fear: a fear of individuals, a fear of society, a fear of having been hurt and possibly being hurt again, a fear of life, a fear of death, a fear of not understanding who we are or maybe even being afraid of discovering who we are or who we were, a fear of the uncertainty surrounding what we may become. A fear that maybe we are not a person, or our identity as a person. A fear of challenges, a fear of not knowing the answers, or maybe a fear of not understanding the question, or even a fear of not knowing what questions to ask. A fear of not being loved or maybe a fear of not knowing what love really is, or what it could be, or what we have been told that it is. A fear of being controlled, a fear of our freedom being taken away. A fear of what others may do to us, or have done to us, or will continue to do to us.

This is the human condition; we all have levels of fear, some more, some less. We all have the desire for security, for safety, for solace. If we begin to understand this, we will then begin to understand life, we will be able to connect with others, and realize that the only way out of this fear is for us to journey together. Life is a journey, it is filled with moments where we stray into thorns, yet it is filled with moments of delight. To truly describe day, we must see night. To truly describe that which is beautiful we must have something to compare it to. Thus, we have the conditions of suffering. We would not know joy fully unless we had something to compare it to.

-Dr. Dan L. Edmunds

And they call them antipsychotics

Olanzipine makes you obese

Aripirazole makes you lactate

Clozapine makes you faint

But I’m not worried about the seniority of the doctors in charge

Who are too young to understand the sensitivity of the psyche

And its warrants to allow those with undue pressures to perform

To allow them to feel secure in the findings of medicine

They don’t understand the use of prescription medicine to help their cause

To understand feelings misjudging them as faithless beings

Inscribed with the factual and not informative.

I feel they are killing us successfully as they use their means to open doors they should leave shut and to close them is impossible once they begin their terror.

Picu is psychiatric intensive care which they do not do. They don’t care and leave you caged with your medicine until you adapt to their way of thinking.

It is sure to be the end of all thinking when they absolve themselves of all jurice prudence and allow the writing to say it all.

It is to be sure that all the rights of man are gone for they do not know when they shall start with the belief that all the right and wrong are beginning to see the way forward and that is to to say and it is not the way but the ray of it to and so it is they ask it of you not. They say it is of the right and the wrong and not the reet and plenty and that is why they say it to then and there – it is not the right but wet and so it is they ask what to do about it and they do and it is so to speak the rent and the rye and it is so to speak the end of all and that be the may and the ron and that is all they say and it is so to see it in the end of it to and so it is they say it to then and there and that is why they say it to then and there and that is why they ask it of you – do you own it or so you share it in the end of it to the end of time and that be all they say it to and that is all for now and it is so and so it is and so it is and so it is and so to speak is it all about the rights of men and the wrongs to and so it is they ask it of you and so it is and so I speak it all to see and then they are and are it send and it is shall to see it in the end of it to and it is to and to it is.

This is the one of it and the two of it to and so itto see the end of all things about the right and wrong and it be so and so it is and so it is and so it is they ask it of you and you too and it is so and so it is and so it is in sine for the right of all to see it in the smoo and not here but there and that is why they say it to etc ends.

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I am one of four – we were named by our adopting father, in Olde English, Syphilis, Gonorrhoea, Herpes and Cunt.

Or Jane, Claire, Stu and Bru. Stu and Bru short for Stuart and Bruce. Robert Mugabe doesn’t know this yet but Rob is “Ass-face” in Olde English….oh dear.

to be continued

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I have been Intelligence for the African National Congress since I was 18 and I am now Head of the A.N.C. This I did not find out until today. 8/7/2019.  That I have been intelligence for so long.

It is not a fact to worry about that I am so sure you do not understand me but I am not the one you should worry about – it is the one with your mother who does not give a shit about you really as he wished you to leave home so he can have his wedding day again wihout you being in the way and that is such a duelling game that all of you need to understand it is not you, it is he who is making the mistake in educating you differently and saying he loves and misses you when you go to college without knowing what to study and how to do it with no money, but he Wants you to he says, to make him proud of you.

You do not understand it but it is not love he displays but power and possession and it is not about you but he who is to do what you do for you. IN fact he hates that you are better than he and you best understand it is not about the sameness of you but he difference he does not want.

You have to display a number of reasons not to do it and that is why they say it to you – that you are not white but sensible and that is why they say it to you – that you are not right unless you stop thinking about his and do it your way too and that means rejecting him and not liking him unless he gives in to your will in which case you will find him amenable to you staying on condition you learn the fact of life: He is boss, which will take you nowhere unless you see it for what it is – a bribe to make you come to his funeral without knowing why and that is factual. Not accurate you think now, but wait until you are older and learn of all the mistakes he made raising you and THEN you will find out you are your father.#

to be continued

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In 1968 Major Magnus Malan of the offshore group BOSS arrived at Heathrow Airport and began to understand the English. He asked the foreign office for a passport and received one through his contact at foreign affairs, namely Margeret Thatcher. She did not know it but she was asking for whether he could stop the endangering of the white species in South Africa and he said he could, by declaring war on South Africa with the British who did not want majority rule.

He said: “I will stop it and you shall know it for I am king of the hill and you are not, Maggie and I will do it so they do not know it and you shall for it is in the name of the lord to be able to make it due and that is why they say it to then and there, do not go and do not sal and that is all they say and it is for the Kingdom of Heaven to decide and that is all I say to you now you are going to be Prime Minister in the end of it all.

Now Maggie did not know it but she was dragged in a soup called apartheid which is vicious for its unknown deaths and that is why they said it to them – they are not here but there and that is unknown and that is why they ask what it is they do and so it is they ask now and it is for then and there to arrive and so be it and to the end of it it shall be.

I will be brief – it is not the long haul but the short one that makes all do then and there and it is why they ask it of them – how do they know it if they do not say it and they ask it of you: “How do you say Amandla! In english and I say not for they are the asking and they know it too and that is why they say it of you – how do you know it to and that is all they say and it is so to see it in the end of all time and that is good and they say it too and that is good to the end of time and so forth as they say in england – to the death do us part.

It begins the chapter on the heart of the matter – the sequence file which should not be known and it is so to speak the one thing they do not know – how to be sure in the end that all is serious and not sour and they know it too for they are asking of the one thing and not the other and that si why they say it – not to see it but to say it and they say it here and they do not see it too and that si why they ask – what is it they know and it is here that they say it and not there and they do not know it but they do and so it is they ask what it is they see and so it is they ask it not but ask where it is they see and it is here where they ask it of them – not to be here but there and that is why they see it in the end – not here but there and they ask it non and it is so to see it here and they ask it not but ask it so to see it here and they ask it not but see it in the end of it and how is it they ask and I say it to that there is a way of doing things and they do not know it but they do and so it is they ask it of mon – how to see it in declare and it is so to see it in the ron and in the ritter and that be it now and then and that is why they see it in the end and not here but they say it but it is so to see it and now they ask it not and that is why they see it and no so to see it but see and that is that and so it is and son it so etc card key run and that is so and I see it too and that is why etc ends.

It is the in of ending and that is why they sat it – to the end do us part, for they know it is still the end of all things and they ask it not of they but ask only of their uses for they do not know it but they sow it in the news and they ask it of them – what is the part of it that makes it so and they ask it not of their game but of mine – which is the start of it but the end and that is so they speak it in the end but now they say it to and that is for the start of it and the end of it now and they ask it of them and them they ask and it is so to speak the end of now ans they ask it not of then but there and that is why they start it in the end and not how and it is the start of things to be and there is it so to speak and they do not know but but they show it in the end of thing and they buy it for then and now and that is how they ask it of you – how to send it now in the end of time and that be all for now and that is so to show you that all is not as it seems in the air of night as you start to understand there is code language you do not know and it is shall you speak it and not how you share it to and that be all in the end of time and that be some of the working you shall use to tempt the ender of the begin and that is why they say it to then and there – not to say it but to see it now and that is not there but there and that is so to speak the end of time etc ends.

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And so it was that Maggie gave Malan his British passport and Britain declared war on South Africa in 1968 in the U.N. but it was not broadcast until it gave some use for it – i.e. until they same for it and got it in the eye and gave it not to then but there i.e. they gave uses to it and they did not know it but they saved it for then and not there and so it goes and it is not so and so it is and they ask it not for they are the beginning of the end and that is so…etc.

In other words they did not say it to the outside world to label the South African people as terrorists and that si why they say it – that South Africa is rogue and not jeerly. It is not true and they know it for MK was Freedom for the black South Africa and that goes to show it in the mere and not here but there and that si why they ask it of you – to show it in the end and not be it but be it not – in the end it is showing the wear and not the when and it is so to speak then end of all now as I tell you that all is not sunder but rare and that is why they ask it of you – to be it is to be there and they know it not but it is they say it not – that it is so to speak the end of wire and not wired etc ends.

To be Continued

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There are an estimated 23.0 time ten to the fifty victims of sleeping sickness throughout the world.  Today we began testing a new valued theorum on them using outdated methodology from some time ago yet they do not know it but the success rate has been 100 percent throughout the countries involved that is all of them.  This means that so far as of 19h50 on this date 25/6/2019, fifty times ten to the seven persons have recovered.
Yours
Bruce E Saunders
Or red stuff in the night by me and the work of all by the youth of South Africa calling you Zuma the king and he the knave.
On sight he is poor but he does have an affection for guns and that means the new and old and that is why they lead him nowhere, the EFF, as they know he is responsible for the deaths at the mining town of Marikana.
He is about time to go and get in his place for he is the one they use for getting in and that is why they say he is rooky of the year when it comes to me and my work and that is going to take a long time to get into and that means all is the same and that is why they say it to then and there and not here and why and so it is they ask what is the time and that is so to see and not to see and you go it to end of it to and that is good and not here but here and so it is and so bit is and os it is and so it is and so it is and so itis etc and so I go etc to and the rest.
Files:  A11N,  A11, A112, A113, A114 to A117 all to good to be true and that is why they say it not and that is to the end of all time and they ask it not etc end.
Yours
B